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Thursday, January 31, 2008 10:50 AM

together wid my educmates

that time i was so depressed..kya nagisip cla ng way para macheer up nila aq..^_^
and the funny thing is..liza bought a big bottle of C2 and we had a chip in for some snacks..
haha..it's like we had a beer session that day!!:D and then i shared my stories that makes me depressed.. after that, each of them gave their comments and some advices..hai(sigh) but
i had great day with them.

im so thankful i have friends like them.. they understand me and they have concern whenever i have problems especially when im sad.. i know they're always there for me..through thick and thin,in laughters and in pain..

to educuties and to buttercup girls
thank you so much for being there for me!
luv you guyz!

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...my emotions...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008 4:36 PM

i don't know what im really going to say..it's just that i wanted to be alone...to be off with my friends...and even don't want to attend classes. all i wanted is to be alone...it's just that im hurt, depressed and being fooled. it seems that life is so really unfair...why it's like that?... i am a good person,and don't want to mess up other people. i want to see things beautiful and pleasant to my eyes..but why is it like that?you make others happy but then they will exchange it to you which is something bad... :( im hurt..really hurt.
i want to tell a short story that happened lately in my life...it is a love life matter...
for you, what is love? how can you define love? for me, love is undefined,it's the feeling that matters..when you feel a strange feeling to that person especially when you looked at him in his eyes, you feel that spark, you always missed him, and even being comfortable to say your feelings or whatever you wanted to say which lead to trusting him...this is what I feel about LOVE....
but how can you know if that someone really loves you?....is it, his sincerity of saying sweet words especially when your together? is it the promises that he has given you?, or is it the 3 sweet letter words that was really important?
I'm confused about this because someone made me realized that all of these are true...he's a friend of mine since we're in high school..i have shared my stories with him, the laughters, the pain and the sorrows..I trust him because he's my friend. until we get attached with each other.but the thing is he has a girlfriend.i know it was really wrong and i hide my feelings with him.until one day he said he end up with her girlfriend.then he said he has feelings for me too.all the way he make me believed that all of these are true but the fact was not.. i thought he love me..but he's not. along the way he fooled me...we had a relationship.i thought i will be happy with him but along in our relationship he came back with his girl..i don't know his reasons why he did it to me...i thought he can't hurt my feelings, that he already knew me, that my shared stories are enough for him to know me..i was fooled...im hurt, broken into tiny pieces and for that it takes time for me to be whole again...
why it happened to my life?...it's so unfair...all i wanted is to be loved, but why they have the guts to do this in every woman who loves sincerely and seriously?..it really takes time again to be in love, to be complete, and to be whole again..and this time i want to be sure that someone really loves me too...i don't want to be fooled again.Im hurt, broken, and was fooled...:(

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Happy Birthday Papa

Saturday, January 26, 2008 11:52 PM

Yesterday was my fathers birthday..Jan.26,2008. he's supposed to be 52 yrs old.but he's now with God..
i really miss my dad so much...this was the first time to celebrate his birthday without him..and that will be forever..i don't want to be sad again..i don't want to remember those things and hours he'll be left us.. i know he's happy now..wherever he is..i know he's happy. They say that in this earth things are temporary, there are no permanent. And i have to accept that in order for me to moved on.
I got home almost 8:00 pm. And the first thing that i saw was the beautiful flowers displayed beside my father's ern. I really love flowers! and also the fragrant smell of it. I knew my dad was happy because of the flowers we gave :) Spaghetti and cake was prepared by my mother. However, I fell asleep last night that i wasn't able to eat dinner with my family due to tiredness and excitement I had with my classmates..:)
But i didn't forget to pray and thank God for all the blessings He showered upon us. Even though papa was physically absent but i know he's spiritually present yesterday in his birthday :) And also I thank God for the excitements and fun that I've experienced with my great classmates!

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what's inside my bag is my anti depressant :)

Saturday, January 19, 2008 11:30 PM

wee.. i love it!! ever since i'm craving for chocolates.. especially when i'm depressed.. i can't control myself eating different kinds of chocolates!! mmm..yummmy!!
especially dark chocolates!! unfortunately, the last one that I ate was not a dark chocolate but i love the sweet taste of this chocolate :) cadbury caramelo!!mmm..yummy!!:)

hmmmmm..ano kaya meron ang tsokolate..bakit adik na adik ako dito?...hmm.. in fact i don't know the real answer to my question..hehe.. everytime i see chocolates im craving! they say that it's good for the person who are depressed..haha..am i depressed?..haha..maybe.
when i feel lonely dinadaan ko na lng sa chocolates because eating chocolates makes me feel happy again:) i think that's my medicine..:) haha..curable medicine..:) but not all the time I'm sad, it's just i double the intake of eating chocolates when I'm sad..
well,i just i really love it guyz..:)

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i love this song by Alicia Keys

Saturday, January 12, 2008 6:50 AM

NO ONE

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
There’s a no for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright

No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try, try to divide something so real
So till the end of time I’m telling you there is no one

No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you

Can get in the way of what I feel for

Oh oh oh oh oh…

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gudbye room 318 & 319...

1:56 AM

huhu....it's time to bid goodbye to our dearest and memorable room...
i'll miss the fun, bonding moments, laughtrips, foodtrips, and even the reports using our computer and t.v.
if we can hug this room I'll not have a second thought of hugging this room.. we, the education students get attached in this room.. we'll miss it for sure..waaahh!!!
I'm looking forward and hoping that we can use this room again and own it exclusively for education students...hahaha!!!
bye bye now room 318 & 319

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