kreez...--->know more about ME

im back :)

2009-05-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

hi everyone Im back :)

im sick :(

2009-05-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

hi guys!

sorry for not updating my blog.. :(

im sick.. almost 3days na. im having fever with colds and cough.
(don't worry i'm not infected by influenza A H1N1)LOL

please pray for me to get well soon so that i'll be able to do blogging and see you in comments and in tag board! i miss blogging and i miss you fellow bloggers. :) pray for me.. mwah!

i love the rain.. just for now

2009-05-07T06:57:00.000-07:00

wohoo! yeah! its raining hard today.. LOL. I' m just happy that it's raining but I'm not happy that we have typhoon :( I just wanted to feel the cold weather today and I'm in the mood to stay at home since yesterday and the other day and the other other day I'm out of the house :) (lakwatsera mode) LOL

Last Monday I went to Traders Hotel since my mom has a part time job there and just to accompany my mom to sleep that night. (maybe she miss me) LOL The next day we had buffet breakfast at 7am the food was so yummy! I even taste all of the food. LOL.

but before I went there me and my honey watched the movie X-Men Origins: Wolverine. Its a must see movie! Super nice movie :) BTW my favorite among the X-men is Wolverine..hehe. I love his character. I really enjoyed that day! but of course I'm with my honey. (I'm in love) He also gave me a perfume and lotion of Victoria Secret. Wow! I'm so happy that day! Thanks honey! mwah mwah :)

(he already read my blog and he knew that he's the one im referring to my blog.. remember my blog"you're near with me now but still you're too far". Hindi na siya insensitive.haha.)

Then yesterday I went to school to get my blueform and my evaluation form since I have to see my schedule of my classes in my blueform and to know what are the subjects that I needed to enroll since I'm graduating this year. Waah! I can't believe it 1 year na lang and hopefully to graduate this year. haha! :D June 8 is the start of the class (liza its for you) and still I want to have my vacation longer.hehe. BTW, I saw my grades last sem and I'm happy that I have good grades :D and I can avail the 50% scholarship for this semester..weeh! that was great! I have more money for this sem!! haha. I'm rich! :D LOL.

this is my grade last third trimester (january-march)

After school I went to makati to meet my honey there.. at the same time I bought a gift for my mom for this coming Mother's day. I can not post my gift for my mom because It was already wrapped. I will post it later when she already received it on Mother's day :)

My honey gave me again perfume of VS and a pack of Hershey's chocolate kisses. Thanks so much HONEY! :D

too bad we have typhoon today. I cannot go to Puerto Galera with my high school friends. We decided to resched it on next saturday which is May 16. I hope we can still go there.

Today is papa's 2nd death anniversary. The Mama Mary is here brought by the elders and tomorrow will have padasal for my papa's soul. But still my family prayed the rosary and for papa's soul.

EIGHT THINGS

2009-04-29T00:17:00.000-07:00

Tag from Francesca
8 things I'm looking forward to:
1. puerto galera days with my friends!!
2. enrollment for my incoming 4th yr! hahaha
3. buy sun sim card
4. treat a special someone
5. more blogs to post :)
6. papa's death anniversary/angie's birthday
7. hang out with my friends
8. meet my honey

8 things I did yesterday:
1. went to school (pwu)
2. had lunch with my honey in Makati
3. watch tv
4. text
5. ate pasta (cooked by my honey)
6. hug and kiss my honey
7. wash dishes
8. Sleep

8 things I wish I could do:
1. Win the lottery! (same with francesca. lol)
2. gain weight
3. be a superhero or a superwoman
4. be free and do whatever i want (my family are so strict! urgh!)
5. increase height
6. be always with my honey
7. forever unlimited call and text in globe! LOL
8. cook

8 shows I watch:
1. aliens vs. monsters
2. caregiver
3. enchanted
4. golden compass
5. myx
6. sukob
7. animals funniest video
8. iron chef

8 people I tag:
liza
melody
effa
allyssa
tara
thea
kaye
shalla

what's a MERLION?? im just curious

2009-04-26T20:45:00.000-07:00

When we met my cousin from Singapore to have a vacation here in Manila for just only 1 week, she gave us pasalubong like souvenir shirts from Singapore and some chocolates. One of the chocolates she gave to us is looked like the symbol or logo of Singapore that is so popular and also the trademark in Singapore. It is a MERLION. When I'm about to eat that milk chocolate I looked at it for just a few seconds. I'm just curious about that Merlion thing in Singapore. It's a creature with the head of a lion and a body of a fish. I make a guess that there's a great history of Merlion in Singapore. That long time ago, there was a fisherman fishing in the sea who saw a Merlion, half mermaid and half lion. (That's why it called a merlion) And it was the issue in the town. ting! I'm just making a wild guess! (LOL) since I don't know that time what that creature is all about. But this time I know what Merlion is. I surf in the internet to know what it is all about.

By the way, i just want to share with you first what Merlion looks like.
(I know others knew it already)

It says, that Merlion is a creature with a head of a lion and a body of a fish. the word "MER" meaning the sea and "lion" itself. The fish body comes from Singapore's ancient name back when it was a fishing village called Temasek meaning the "sea town", while the lion head represents Singapore's original name Singapura meaning the "lion city". Legend has it that name when someone saw the unknown creature which he mistook as a lion.

So, that was the meaning of Merlion in Singapore. Also, long time ago it is a fishing village since that country is a small nation.

Now i know what Merlion is.. I dont have to make a wild guess. LOL

/sigh/

2009-04-20T23:29:00.000-07:00

I observed during these couple of weeks me and my ate always arguing for something even in small things and it just turned out to a huge fight. Maybe I was wrong for disrespecting her but I was just saying my opinions, my point of views or expressing what i feel but she never listen to me. For her its a manner of disrespect. She even never supported me in doing what I want and in return she make bad impressions, she judges what I want and she's a pessimistic. (sigh) "How can you continue doing things that makes you satisfied and feel contentment when there are obstacles in doing what you want?" (maybe my life would SUCK). All I wanted is to be appreciated in what I'm doing and what i love. This is my life, they cannot dictate what I have to live for. They're just the one who will guide me through but still I'm the one that makes decisions. right? I'm not a baby anymore I'm now a lady ready to face life on her own.---> an independent lady.

you're near with me now but still you're too far

2009-04-11T02:30:00.000-07:00

i don't know what to say.. i don't know how to start. things are confusing me right now. its a love matter. i start to fall in love again. and still don't know if it is real love. i dont know if i still know how to love again. i don't want to be hurt but you're too insentive. Am I expecting too much from you? or I'm just used on the things that you do to me yesterday? Yesterday you're too far but i find joy and contentment. today you're near with me but i find no joy but sorrow.Tears fall from my eyes.dont know what to do. dont know what to say. Things change since you're near with me. is it real love? is it you're in love with me?or am i dreaming? yeah, its true, you're near with me now but still you're too far, its just that i can't feel you. i can't feel that you're here beside me.wanting me more and more. you said, you want me and me and nothing but me. but you're numb you're just too numb. :"(

yummy ice cream and strawberries!!!

2009-04-11T01:47:00.000-07:00

Just ate ice cream today because I'm craving of something cold and sweet since it was too hot today.This ice cream is so yummy. It is nestle yogurt ice cream not that sweet but its so creamy. I enjoyed eating this strawberry flavored and kinda "bitin"hehe..its a one size serving but I'm "bitin".

You should try this one it so creamy and yummy! :)

The next one is real strawberries!! Kuya went to Baguio and his "pasalubong" to us is real and sweet strawberries!!:) Mama decided to make a jam out of this strawberries since Kuya didn't buy strawberry jam.

While I made it a dessert for our lunch :)
Kuya got the sweetest and reddish strawberries!
because sometimes when you buy strawberries there are not as delicious
that you're expecting..Sometimes it turned out unsatisfied. :(

So yummy! :) I put condensed milk on it and chill it.. and it is deliciously chilled strawberries! :D

perfect for lunch and dinner :)

What is Holy Week?

2009-04-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

Holy Week is the final week of Lent. It commemorates the events of our Lord's last week before His death. The main festive of the holy week are Palm Sunday, Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, and the Great Vigil (Holy Saturday).

Holy week start in Palm Sunday. On this day, Jesus, accompanied by His disciples, entered the city of Jerusalem in triumph. It is traditionally begin with a joyful procession in the church with waving of palms or usually called Palaspas. It is also called the Sunday of Passion because it marked the beginning of the Lord's final humiliation (suffering and death on the cross).

Maundy Thursday is also called Holy Thursday. It is recalling the events that took place the night when Jesus was betrayed. The Last Supper of our Lord and His disciple was happened and the washing of the feet. It is also done in the church during the mass.

Good Friday is the solemn remembrance of Jesus' death on the cross. :(

Visita Iglesia is done during thursday and friday. It is filipino catholic traditon where you will visit seven churches or having stations of the cross and giving honor to the Blessed Sacrament.

Great Vigil or Holy Saturday. It is a worship service: First is the Service of Light, Second is Service of Readings, Third is Service of Baptism and the Fourth is Service of the Holy Communion. it syas that great vigil is the richest and most pwerful liturgy of the Christian year because it gather God's people to celebrate the great paschal mystery -- Jesus Christ's passage from death to life for our salvation.

Fasting and abstinence is important in this Holy Week....Refrain from eating meat. Abstain from eating too much. Try to reflect for time to time and do penance.. PRAY....

she is my friend, yes she is a NUN

2009-04-03T01:21:00.000-07:00

Me and Sister Lucy, this is taken in Aurora Elementary School

Sister Lucy is my classmate, my adviser, my spiritual teacher and my friend.

She always wear a smile
She is a laughing nun.
She is small (like me) but terrible and with a brilliant mind.
She is a nun of all education in PWU. especially in the educbeauties
She is "mataray" but with a good heart.
She is a very busy person but can manage her time in studying.
She is also a dancing nun. Her favorite dance song is "sige ikembot" haha..;p
She is artistic
She is creative
She is fun to be with
She is a leader
She is brave
She likes sharing foods
She is a good adviser
She has a helping hand
She is beautiful
She is all..
She is Sister Lucita C. Moralda

This song is for you..---->

That's What friends are for

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

my Field Study is over

2009-04-03T00:40:00.000-07:00

Thank God I survived in my Field Study. I made it far. I've learned a lot in the actual field though it is purely observation in the class but still I learned a lot from the teachers and from the students.

Through my Field Study book I recall what I have studied in my professional subjects. I learned to be an industrious, hardworking, and dedicated person. It made me realized that being a teacher is a noble profession and it is a vocation. Never in my entire observation I give up this course, even though my resource teacher discouraged me to take this profession because it is a difficult task with big responsibilities. But still I insist to follow my goal, to follow my path where I love to be.

My Field Study is over and My Practice teaching is near. Last summer I was so excited to have my Field Study but I experience lot of difficulties during my observations but still I survived, got high grades because of my perseverance, I learned many things in and out of school. I learned to improve in my studies.

How about in my Practice Teaching?
Will I survive?.. will I experience more challenges and more difficult tasks than in my field study?...

Good bye Francis M. - the master rapper

2009-03-11T00:42:00.000-07:00

KALEIDOSCOPE WORLD

by Francis Magalona

So many faces, so many races
Different voices, different choices
Some are mad, while others laugh
Some live alone with no better half
Others grieve while others curse
And others mourn behind a big black hearse
Some are pure and some half-bred
Some are sober and some are wasted
Some are rich because of fate and
Some are poor with no food on their plate
Some stand out while others blend
Some are fat and stout while some are thin
Some are friends and some are foes
Some have some while some have most

chorus

Every color and every hue
Is represented by me and you
Take a slide in the slope
Take a look in the kaleidoscope
Spinnin’ round, make it twirl
In this kaleidoscope world

Some are great and some are few
Others lie while some tell the truth
Some say poems and some do sing
Others sing through their guitar strings
Some know it all while some act dumb
Let the bassline strum to the bang of the drum
Some can swim while some will sink
And some will find their minds and think
Others walk while others run
You can’t talk peace and have a gun
Some are hurt and start to cry
Don’t ask me how don’t ask me why
Some are friends and some are foes
Some have some while some have most

repeat chorus

Kaleidoscope world

In this kaleidoscope world

You're such an inspiration to everyone especially to the Filipinos.. Good bye Master rapper.. You will always remain in our hearts.. you leave this world but your songs will always be a part of our lives! We salute you! We love being Filipinos! proud to be Filipinos!

im back!

2009-03-01T19:32:00.003-08:00

i miss blogging! :)

My Busy Christmas

2008-12-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

I know its too late to say my story about what happened to me this Christmas, but still I want to share my busy Christmas story to you. Its not just an ordinary Christmas to celebrate. Even though my father is not already here, we knew he's with us spiritually. Last Dec. 24, Me together with my two siblings and my mom spent our Noche Buena with delicious foods. Before that we attend Evening Mass at 9:00pm in our Church. We gave thanks to God for all the blessings He gave us. After the mass. We decided to watch DVD and wait until 12 midnight to eat our foods for Noceh Buena. My mom and my sis cooked delicious foods like bake macaroni, fried crispy chicken, bake potatoes and fruit salad. We have also fruits to eat like the apples and oranges. These foods are very yummy and delicious! and these foods makes our stomach full. But before we ate my mom lead the prayer to thank the Lord for all the foods we about to partake. We slept almost 3:00 in the morning because we still watch another DVD.

Dec. 25, 2008 I opened my Christmas gifts I received from my ninangs, titas, mama, and ate. All of my gifts our things and only one of them gave me money. too bad! I need most the money..haha! well, it's okay if I receive more on things I will use it anyway. We also went to MOA to stroll and watch a film festival movie..and its Shake Rattle and Roll.haha! I want to watch it because one of the three epsiodes was shoot in our School.. hehe..wala lng.. I just want to see what will my school looks like in a t.v. or in movie. Well, I was satisfied in the movie. it is suspense and scary.
We wanted also to see the fireworks at 7:00 pm but many people were there and it looks like a supermarket or a divisoria sa sobrang dami ng tao that's why we go home early.

Dec. 26, we went to SM South Mall in our place to hang out and eat.

Dec. 27 & 28 Me and my mom went to her family friend in Sta. Ana. We overnight there and have some fun We played bingo and played also with the kids but I also got bored.

Dec. 29, I only stayed at home and do the laundry and cleaning. Oops! I almost forgot! I also went to parlor to have manicure and pedicure. Here's some photos..

Is it beautiful?? :) I love the color of my nail polish.
This what I want.. haha

Today, Dec. 30, I baked again cookies..and do some surf and blogging

This is my busy Christmas :) Unlike before I was only in our house doing nothing but this Christmas nageenjoy ako :)

my chocolate chip cookies

2008-12-23T07:06:00.000-08:00

These are the ingredients on how to make "chocolate chip cookies"

Baking sheet or the wax paper. I suggest, use Glad paper wax.
It will last longer and good quality. And of course, I used
Christmas box, fit for the holiday season.

Me, together with the mixing bowl and wooden spoon!

Mixing all the ingredients with chocolate chips!
yummy! :D

Adding again chocolate chips.
I'm addicted in chocolates! haha.. sorry for those who are diabetics :(
but instead of white sugar you can use equal sweetener to those with diabetes :)

Dough was placed in a baking sheet.
Preheat in the oven at 350 F, 5-8 mins.
or until golden brown

tenen! I have now chocolate chip cookies!
hmmmm.yummy!

And my finale --- cookies in red box!
It's now ready to give to our relatives and friends.
You want?? :D
Have a Wonderful Christmas!

cookies for christmas!

2008-12-21T19:45:00.000-08:00

What: Bake cookies

Where: Kitchen

When: December 22, 2008 ( Monday)

Today, Me and my sister will bake cookies! She will assist me in preparing ingredients and what to do. I'm so excited kasi matagal na rin ako hindi nakapagbake ng cookies..hehe.. I wanted also to thank my close friend, Sandra for teaching me how to bake cookies. The cookies will be given to our relatives, neighbors and friends for thanking them for being part of our life and also a xmas gift to them. :)
Pictures will post later.. Ciao!

This song is for you

2008-12-21T18:57:00.000-08:00

I love this song entitled "The man who can't be moved" by The Script

When i heard this song I remembered my past..and until now I'm still hanging..and can't be moved. I see myself in this song..

And this song is dedicated to the one I truly loved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this man/girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man/girl
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

thanks Liza :)

2008-12-21T06:08:00.000-08:00

educuties' moments

2008-11-29T22:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a happy day for educuties.. inspite of so much work to do in school because education week is almost coming still we continue to hang out yesterday. (we need also to have fun and to relax right?) Actually it was planned a month ago for Kristel's birthday celebration at hindi pwedeng hindi matuloy yun!haha.. it's because of...... TWILIGHT! :)

Most of the educuties are fans of twilight.. a month ago they're reading twilight book and the other books (new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn) since they already knew na magkakaroon ng movie.

We watched twilight movie at Trinoma Mall and spend hours of fun at Giligan's and took picyures at the mall. This day was full of fun and kilig moments since two of the lovely educuties brought their boyfriends..

Everytime we are together, we really enjoyed each others company. We live, We laugh, We love :)

Here are the educuties pictures.Enjoy! :)

pretty culrs for kreez

2008-11-15T05:03:00.000-08:00

I'm so excited for my new look for next new year (2009). I have decided to have a new hairstyle! and what I wanted is to have curly thing in my hair and that's why I'm making my hair long. yipee! I'm so excited! I also surf the net and find what curls would be the best for my hair.. and I already found it! :) I saved this image and want to share with you what it looks like...

TENEN!!!! CHARAN!!!!

yeah! and it's Miley Cyrus curls!
I love it! looovve it! I really love it! :p
and this is what I wanted for my hair in this coming year.
Also, I'm preparing myself for my Field Study next year so I have to be presentable and of course be pretty lass :D

one week stressful

2008-11-14T07:45:00.000-08:00

After we went to Muntinlupa last Saturday (Nov. 08 2008) I felt so tired that day until now this week is so stressful. Three consecutive days of sleepless nights for preparing some reports in Mythology and especially with our dearest and favorite dean (sarcastically written). In God's grace only one pair was able to report on that day and others will report next next monday. Thanks God, because we're not prepared. BUT we have to give our best shot in our report because it's not just a REPORT, it's just like having a seminar to the people and you should know or master what your report is, WITHOUT reading your powerpoint pres. Whew! nakakakaba talaga siya.. How I wish she's not our dean. I really don't like her.

My report in Mythology was successful, I was able to report it very well in a power point presentation and with animation. I just only prepared my report yesterday until 3 am, nagpuyat talaga ako..hay..but I'm thankful coz I'm done :)

Next week will be a hell week for me..haha.. because its our Midterm week. Good Luck!

random stories

2008-11-11T09:14:00.000-08:00

Almost one month of silence without my new updates.. please bare with me.. I'm kinda lazy to do blogging and sort of busy of nothing,,haha..joke! Anyway, I don't know how to start this blog. There's lot of things in my mind that I'd like to scribble and at the same time share it with you.. hehe.. I'll start now with my bulleted lists

New Layout - I've changed my layout from a white background to a pink one. I asked my friend, Liza to help me find a nice layout in my blog so that I can start again updating it. I'm kinda bored with my old layout and this one is much better and pettier than before. Thanks to my lovely and dear friend Liza! And hopefully I can update it every now and then just to share some piece of me with you.

Energy Drink - Since my school hours is from 10am to 7:30 pm (M, T, Th, F) I have to take something that might boost my energy so that I can do my assignments and not be sleepy when I got home by 9:30pm. Whew! I need to do it just for the sake of my studies.. But not most the time I have to take energy drink because its bad also in our health it contain "carcinogen" that cause cancer. (tsk. tsk)

Curriculum Development - This is one of my major subject in education that I have to give attention in my studies. The lessons are really hard to understand especially our professor, the Dean of Education. I don't really like her. She makes us suffer with her own curriculum that she had made and no one, TAKE NOTE.. NO one can understand it even the teachers and other professors. I hope that I can pass this subject or else no Field Study (FS) next year.. too bad.

I'm back! still alive and kicking!

2008-09-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

hi! at last I got the chance to do blogging again.. hehe.. I've been busy for couple of weeks because of my studies. Please don't think that I'm a geek or too serious with my studies. I'm just too busy to do lots of assignment and requirements to be submitted and finally it's over and done. I survive! Cheers! Imagine almost three weeks of sleepless nights and lack of sleep I had proved to myself that I can do it, that I made it! Even though I really want to give up and just want to give myself a whole day rest but at the back of my mind it says that I have to work, I have to finished my requirements. Satisfaction and happiness is the result of my hard work. I give my best shot to accomplish my requirements especially my Field Study book. It is a hard work that came from sweat and blood. And now, 1s trimester is over, another semester will come and I'm ready to face new challenges and hardworks that will come along in the next sem. I know it will be difficult for me but with the help and guideance of our Lord this will be easier for me to face.

Are guys still existing??

2008-07-27T00:24:00.000-07:00

Thinking about guys makes me bitter everyday. I don't know why.. I turned to hate them and refused them. For the past few weeks of commuting back and forth from school I noticed that these guys or let's say some guys (I don't want to generalize them) are not anymore to consider as gentlemen! urgh! Want to know why?.. simply because they don't treat girls as to be respected. The good example is at the bus, every morning buses are crowded with so many people such as students, workers, young, and old plus the conductor and the checker. So when the time there are no seats for you to occupy, there are no choice but to stand and know how to balance while the bus is moving. The problem here is when there's a time that somebody will get off the bus and the seat is now freely to occupy, expect that most of the guys will not offer the seat for you. They will be the one to sit and feel that they don't give a damn to those girls who are standing in front or beside them. THE NERVE! How mean they are?! Every time I encountered this such situation, I hate them more! Shame on you guys! ampf!

Outreach at Summerfield, Trece Martires, Cavite

2008-07-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

Hello guys! I'm back! hehe.. It's been couple of weeks since I do blog. My apology.:( You know I really do like to post blog here everyday but since I have lots of work to do in school and here at home but I have only little amount of time with myself.LOL! (amf! I'm getting serious here) Anyway, I want to share something that happened yesterday which is also part now of my life --- TO SERVE and TO TEACH. We had an outreach yesterday at Trece, Martires Cavite. Every month we visit their town and teach the unfortunate children. It is also advantage for us to practice our profession to them and at the same time have an experience. I observed that every now and then that we go there I can say that I improved my teaching to them, maybe because of something I learned at school and I'm very happy to see my improvements :D. Even to those children I learned to love them and share my life to them and at the same time I felt their love for me. You will also see that they are eager to learn even for half of an hour. I observed also that giving them reinforcement will motivate them to learn and participate, such as stars, stamps and other giveaways but I should be careful of giving something it's because there's also disadvantage.

I want to share to you guys those pictures that was taken at Trece Martires

These children are from nursery to grade VI
All in all there are 150 children. i was assigned to teach grade III pupils

and my partner is Sr. Lucy. She took the English class
and her topic was about possesive noun.

and this is me! unfortunately, I don't have any picture while
I'm teaching. I took the Math class and my lesson was about Multiplication.
And these is my pupils! Imagine, children have their own pose
and who says that they are camera shy??..

We had a game after discussion. I have to assess them whether they
learned something about my lesson. I group them into two and give them a puzzle game.
The board has a question and they have to find the answer from the piece of puzzle so that
they can create the image of the puzzle.

This team was the first one who solve the puzzle
and my prize for them is a star!
and they are the second

After that we had a quiz. They have to write the multiple of 2, 3, 4, 5.
Let's see if they knew how to multiply.

Hmmmm..the children got hungry in our lessons that we have
that's why we gave them foods to eat. In return they say "Thank You" to us.

Sharing your life with others makes a difference.

Let's call it a day!

2008-07-05T02:35:00.000-07:00

You won't believe that I had a tragic week experience. Whew! Let's say it's my day! =) here's my story now, last Monday our professor dismissed our class as early as 4:30 pm, supposed to be we're until at 5:30pm, --one hour advance. So we go home early, as of now no hang-outs with my friends and classmates due to much assignments to be submitted this week. Then, I rode a bus and when it is near now in my place it is traffic so I chose na bumaba na lang ako then cross the road. Suddenly, without checking at my left and right lane because I knew that it is traffic so probably the vehicles are in stop, but there's a motorcycle who passed by at my left side! whew! I got shocked that day I thank God I'm still alive! because I don't have any bruises on my left leg and I didn't feel the hurt, he just left only a mark of his wheels on my skirt.

LESSON: Next time If I have to cross the road I have to check first my left and right side lane. Even though all the vehicles are in stop. Or it's better to use na lang the overpass even though I have to walk few minutes to reach that place. *Amf*

Also the next day was not good for me---it's Tuesday. It happened in our last subject. I am in a hurry to go home na because I'm so tired and I have lots to do in my loaded assignments. Unfortunately, hindi nakisama ang araw na iyon para sa akin. When we're about to go home na I'm trying to open the door but I can't. My classmate, Kuya Julius helped me to open the door but we CAN'T that's the time I felt that there's something wrong. We got locked at our room! because of doorknob didn't function well. Buti na lang we have a classmate, (Ate Tonet) who is waiting for me. She called for help to the security guards.I thought I can go home early na, but the day was too bad for me. We got locked there for almost one hour. Still, I thank God for that day. We're safe and We're rescued.

Here are some photos..Enjoy viewing =)

They are trying to destroy the doorknob

This Ate Tonet with the guards. Haha! nagposing pa!=p

They are trying now to break the door!!

And at last! Whew! Thanks God! =)

and this is the doorknob. Hmp! Siya ang may kasalanan! bulok kasi e..Lol!

LESSON: Expect the unexcpected situation. Be patient and don't forget to thank God everyday even it has been bad or good was your day.

This day is a GREAT day for me

2008-06-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

The most awaiting day had started this day to observe the class for our field study. And finally, we already observed the class this early morning from 7:30 - 9:30 am, almost 2 hours. I woke up early at 5:15 am even though I sleep late, because my mind preoccupied many things like what will gonna happen this day? What will I do? How will I observe the class? something like that.. anyway, I came JASMS early as 7:20 am. thanks God! there's no traffic. and also for elementary teacher included us we should be there at 7:30 am because we have to be part of the flag ceremony. Whew! I really have to wake up early. I know I have difficult time to wake up so early in the morning.. I used to be late. haha.. but now I think the principal in that school is strict and she said to us "LATE IS A MORTAL SIN" here. Whew! I think teachers there are very punctual. So help me God.. please.

I was assigned to observe the class of Grade 4 of Teacher Jenny. At first, I'm excited and a little bit scared. Excited because I will meet the students and the teacher and able to observe the classroom setting and the discussion. Little bit scared because I hope my the teacher is not strict, fortunately she's not. :) and quite don't have any idea where to start. hehe....

We're lucky today because everything is okay with our observation. We had fun in our field study and doing great each day! :)

Here are some pictures, taken this morning.. I observed the class during their English time. They have a
long test and they checked also their test papers. :)

I was at the back sitting in a small chair and observing them. You know one thing that really make me smile is when they called me Teacher Kris. :) Is that nice to hear?..I'm so overwhelm that moment. Have a GREAT DAY!!

The sun is shining brightly

2008-06-23T00:56:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I drop my last blog.. I've been busy in my school and got little more excited because we have now field study meaning to say we're able to observe the class settings for about 2 hours in a school for elementary and in secondary. Too bad for today, because this should be the first day we're about to observe, unfortunately it was declared by the DEP ED that there's NO CLASS at all level due to typhoon FRANK. But when I woke up this morning..my gahd! there's no rain at all.. the sun shines brightly!..( sigh ) We, the education students we're super excited for this day, and this should be the great day for us.. unfortunately, it's not.. anyway, tomorrow will be the day for us!! haha...I think we're all prepared for tomorrow. :)

here are some pictures that was taken during our orientation in JASAMS
(Jose Abad Santos Memorial School)

This is the hallway in 2nd flr.

the Library

a bookstore, where the students can buy things for school.

at the same time their canteen. As you can see each tables have different colors.
We also saw some of the service crew of Urbei.

They have also bullettin boards made by the students.
Each of the bulletin boards designated to a club

They have also water for children. This is implemented by the PTA.
Anytime, children can drink here. This water is for them.

Their facilities

For dental check up, they have also scheduled dentist here.

They have also clinic, for emergency.
they have 2 beds. the one with the curtain is for the girls to separate from boys.

This is a classroom of a 7th grader. They only have one section.

They have also computer. From Kinder to high school they have a computer subject.

Many things had happened during the past 2 weeks of not blogging here.. haha.. sorry for that. I know my blog is too plain.. and no new updates for you to read guys.. My sister and my mom celebrated their birthdays. My Ate turned 23 last June 4, and my mother turned 53 last June 16. We celebrated their birthdays as simple, together with our special love ones. Foods are delicious and healthy....

here are some pictures that was taken during their birthday

this cake is from Red Ribbon
this is for my Mom

and this one is for my Ate

We ask for delivery of Pancit ng taga Malabon
We love their palabok, very tasteful

this is carbonara, this is our favorite pasta
When my mom had a first time to cook it for us it become our favorite food.
so whenever there's an occassion or a party, this will be the first menu.

and then an 18" pizza from Yellow Cab

My mom also add another dessert which is buko pandan, because she knows that it is one of our favorite dessert.. So many pictures of foods.. I can feel now my stomach wants to eat..

Do you know how it feels to be ALONE?

2008-06-01T14:00:00.000-07:00

I felt bad this morning.. a lot of things was said by my mom.. about my attitude, the way I act and everything.. all in a negative comments.. Am I too mean??.. Nagpapakatotoo lang ako.. and this is me.. nothing more, nothing less.. And one thing that really depressed me, she asked if I'm ready to be alone if one day she will be in abroad again..(my gahd!) Do they really know how it feels to be alone here??.. As always they really do that to me! Most of the time I'm always here all alone in our house as if I'm getting used of it. I keep on understanding them.. they work for a living! ok fine!.. i don't have any problem with that.. When my father died everything was changed.. I came home from school with no one to talk to.. because of our four corner house was filled with emptiness... no siblings, either my mom.. :'( I really miss my dad.. things before cannot turn back the time.. and all i can say to my mom... "go ahead! leave me now as you always do!" that moment I got teary eyed.. but I don't want my mom to see me crying.. and my mom ended that discussion as if she didn't hurt my feelings.. :'(
I know i have to be independent but not at this moment.. I'm not fully recovered in my father's death.. I also felt that no one cares about me.. that they can leave me in that way.. if my mom knew how It feels to be alone here.. :'( i really feel bad today..

Pyro Olympics at MOA

2008-06-01T13:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, was very fun and exciting moments with my very close friend of mine.. named Genie.. (ahaha.. special mention ka pa..^^,) but we have pet names.. i called her gentot..and me, kristot.. ahaha.. Anyway, we went to MOA to watch the Last Pyro Olympics in the month of May.. I dunno when will be the next Pyro.. We had a great time, it was fun and exciting.. They said it will start at 7:30PM unfortunately, it started around 8:00PM.. but it's okey.. it was totally, sulet! eventhough we only watched it at the north wing side of MOA near in IMAX.. very crowdy place lots of people are there to see that special event.. especially EMOs are there! Amf!.. I really hate EMOs.. the way they dress is so untidy.. (sorry for all emos out there) I really hate that stuffs!

And here are some taken pictures... have fun! :D I took also some videos but too bad because of my stupidness I thought I already saved it but I wasn't.. :'(

And this is gentot!! ^^,
walang magandang pic..kea e2 lang..loko kc toh e..
amf! walang matinong pic lge..

I came home tired but happy.. =)

There's no Letting go only Moving on...

2008-05-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

Forget About Me
Little Bit

You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be For real This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I Do
Now, That I Know That We're Through

Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand

Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To You
Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love

Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Forget About Me...

nothing to do..

2008-05-20T15:20:00.000-07:00

hai..wala mgawa ngayon nakakboring na...

gusto ko ng pumasok ulet..can't wait to go back to school...

This day i was supposed to laundry our clothes but it rained naman..kaya hindi na ako nakapaglaba..and the rain make me feel lazy...nakakaantok nanaman..after i ate our breakfast..
at saka iiwan nanaman ako ng mama ko..ahuhu..at ako nanaman ang maiiwan dito sa house..
as always..ahaha..but take note masarap magisa sa house..tahimik at makakapagrelax ka..

Magtatanghali na at hindi pa ako nakapagcook ng rice dahil sa sobrang tamad ko ngayong araw..
wahaha..nakahilata lang ako sa sala namen habang nagssoundtrip! :)

at heto ang ulam ko...wahaha

cornedbeef at sausage with juice pa yn :D
supposed to be tatlo ung sausage
kaso sa sobrang gutom na kinaen ko na kagad..hehe

habang nanonood ako niyan ng tv..na boring dn ang napapanood ko

at dahil sa sobrang sarap ng food ko
heto ang kinalabasan.....
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charan!!! simot sarap!!!:D

after I ate and washed the dishes nagpahinga nman ako at nag relax about an hour
at syempre kelngan ng eyepad ng eyes ko.. haha..(ang arte talaga)
but my eyes really need that thing kasi nga i had a blurred vision
my eyes are weak...that's why i have to pamper it..:)
and somehow it relieves my eyes from stress..

my schedule for my 1st trimester for 2008

2008-05-15T19:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to school to get my blue form and bought another uniform..
Thank God i was able to go to school and finished all the things that i need for this coming 1st tri.
because when i went to the assessment where i will get my blueform, they said that I cannot get my blueform because i lack of requirements that need to be passed in the registrar..
i kept wondering what was that..so i went to registrar to know what is/are needed to be passed..
then they said its my curriculum..oh my..i didn't know that..so I get my curriculum to our department and finally I got my blueform :)

here's my schedule for the 1st trimester:

Field Study : 7:30 - 9:30am : Monday - Friday
Values Education : 10:00 - 12:00 pm : Monday and Thursday
Christian Identity : 7 1:00 - 2:30 pm : Monday
Science Spec.3 Astronomy (Lec) : 3:30 - 5:30pm : Monday and Thursday
Assessment of Learning : 10:00 - 12:00 pm : Tuesday and Friday
MSCE : 1:00 - 2:30 pm : Tuesday and Friday
Math Spec.3 Analytical Geometry : 3:30 - 5:30 pm : Tuesday and Friday
Advanced Grammar and Composition : 7:30 -11:30 am : Saturday

This is our blue form looks like, where our schedule and mode of payments where attached
and it is indicated also that you are already enrolled.

my blue form, mode of payment and my curriculum

to avail the 10% discount Iam an early bird enrollee..
i enrolled last April 28, Monday
sayang din ang 10% noh..hehe
my mode of payment is monthly..
before examination day i have to pay my tuition fee in order
to have permit to take exams

celebrating mom's day last Monday!

2008-05-15T18:00:00.000-07:00

Celebrating Mother's day is a meaningful one with our moms.. anything you could do for them in that special day is so much appreciated by our mother.

honestly, i don't have any gift for my mama..i just greet her and hug her and in that simple way is the best way of remembering how much i love her. :) and thanking her for having so much patience with me..haha.. (sometimes Im kinda maldita..that i tend to speak with her my opinions and especially what i feel that leads to disrespect her) i do really feel sorry about my bad attitude..:(

my mom is the best mom in the world..she's really so mabait, she has a strong personality and she will do anything just for her children--i mean the three of us/ with my siblings..

my mom is the only parent i have in this world..so i better have to be good and respect her. I want to prove to her that I really love her and i can't live without her by my side.

anyway, we celebrate mother's day by eating pizzas!!

but of course it will be our favorite pizza!!

My ate texted me that she brought something
for mama to celebrate mother's day

and here it is!!...an 18" manhattan
good thing there's no onions and peperoni,..haha.. i don't like that veggies..

I've been lethargic

2008-05-15T17:22:00.000-07:00

This past 2 weeks if you have notice i don't have any recent posts, a lot of things had happened a couple of weeks but Im too lazy to post.. hehe..sorry guyz!

The reason is, i tend to sleep about 3-4 hrs. during afternoon..haha! and i woke up very late around 6pm..and i can't use the pc during evening because i let my siblings and my mom use it..:)

don't worry..new posts are coming up!! :)

I've been tagged

2008-05-15T00:13:00.000-07:00

I got TAGGED by : chelsi

Rules:
Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight people in your list. List them out at the end of this post.

1. What food do you eat most?

- dark chocolates.
2. What color do you like most?

- blue.
3. Have you ever shoplifted?

- No. Why should I?
4. What is your greatest fear?

- losing my loved ones.
5. Which part of you that you hate the most?

- I easily annoyed.
6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?

- I always cry and wanted to be alone.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?

- of course my family.
8. What is your favorite song recently?

- Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis.
9. How can you help fight global warming?

- as much as possible save energy.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you:

- Friendly, Approachable, Commentable?...
11. How do you cope with boredom?

- Soundtrip.

12. Until now, what is the moment that you regret the most?

- gave up my true love.
13. Which type of person do you hate the most?

- flirty gals, a back fighter, insecure.

14. What is your ambition?

- to be an effective teacher someday, to be a dollar earner.
15. If you had one wish, what would you wish for?

- I wish there will be peace and unity in our world.

16. What would you prefer? a brother or a sister?

- both. I'm happy with my sibblings.
17. What book do you like the most?

- Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.
18. How would you describe your life in three words?

- Super Natural Lovable :D.

19. What would u prefer the most, blogging or cuddling?

- blogging.
20. The person who tagged me reminds me of?

- being Friendly.

People~

ritz, rainne, joan, lara, dana, fei, ketket, hazel

doing a little glam

2008-04-29T17:31:00.000-07:00

Ever since i was in elementary Im fond of having a nail polish on my fingers.. (haha..o di ba ang kikay q na nun?) and i remember, every monday my teacher checks our nails if it is short or too long.. unfortunately, my teacher got schocked when she saw my cutie lilttle fingers having a red nail polish!! haha... and she scolded me.. blah..blah..blah... whatever!! And on that day when i got home i removed my nail polish and think what to do..aha!.. do you know what i did??... hmmmm... i found in my mom's dresser room that she have a colorless nail polish!! wahahha!! so that's it! i changed my nail polish into colorless! :) so that my teacher wont see me having a nail polish when she checks our nails!! (I'm kinda maldita when i was young)

My lola keep sending us packages including 2-4 pairs of nail polish, because she knew that i really love it and kanino pa ba ako magmamana kundi sa mama ko..hihi..

Every summer i always like to pamper my hands and feet..but not my body..ahaha! i didn't also go to a parlor for them to pamper me and pay them back. I only do it just by myself.. since i was doing it when i was young i already know what to do..:)

For my feet, i only buy some foot soak and foot lotion and do the easy steps to have a soft and supple skin feet.. and afterwards, i put on the nail polish whatever i wanted.:)

For my hands, i only put lotions except for whitening lotions coz Im allergic of that kind. hehe.. and i followed by putting a nail polish! :)

here's my song for you....

2008-04-26T23:36:00.000-07:00

Teardrops on My Guitar
Taylor Swift

Bhes looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Bhes talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Bhes walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Bhes looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

si panget

2008-04-26T23:18:00.000-07:00

hai.. sa sobrang miss ko sa bhes q..napanaginipan q siya last night..
at hindi lang siya andoon pati gf niya.. hai..:( at alam niyo ba kung
anong sinabi ko sa bhes q??...
eto yun: "yan ba ang gusto mong girlfriend?..malandi??"..waah!
at hindi ako makapniwala na nasabi ko yun! kasi hindi ko naman
nakikita sa gf niya na malandi e..saka hindi rin kme close noh...ang sabi lang ng iba
masungit daw..yun lang naman..at eto naman ang sinabi niya sa akin:"alam mo
siya pa rin ang pipillin ko" waah! tagush! as in ouch!! //_*
kahit sa panaginip lang niya sinabi yun ang sakit pa rin noh..hai...

at pag gising ko sa umaga naikwento ko kagad sa ate ko yun..
at ang sabi niya yun yung gusto ko talaga sabihin sa bhes q,..
yun yung mga emotions ko na that i kept inside.hai..
maybe it's true pero hindi naman yun yung gusto
ko talagang sabihin against sa gf niya.. at kung masaya
naman siya sa gf niya im still happy for him:))
kahit na my *ouch..hehe

my brother's addiction

2008-04-26T08:35:00.000-07:00

i kept wondering why my kuya is addicted to fish..hehe.. since 2006, he's fond of collecting flower horn fishes.. but we're already have acquariums since we're young however, during those times we're not a fish lover it's like something a design in our house, not a pet. But now kuya make it a difference :) he do love now fishes!! his hobby is to collect them..change the atmosphere of the aquariums into different water landscape..:) haha..

here are some photos of his pet and their homes

*did you know that we have collected 8 aquariums with flower horn fishes
2 years ago consistently?..
but now it became 5 with different kinds of fishes, and
unfortunately we don't have now any flower horn fishes :((
Our favorite flower horn fish named Primo died last January..

im having a hard time to take a pic with those fishes
that's why as you can see they are few...

boOks i MusT rEad

2008-04-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

Since we don't have summer classes i decided that while I'm at home and doing nothing, i can read books which will help me in my studies.

I have here three books entitled:

1. Public Speaking
by Dale Carnegie

2. Rumours
by Philip Yancey

3. 10 days to a More Powerful
Vocabulary
by Tom Nash Ph.D.

The public speaking book was given to me by my grandma years ago.
I just saw it in my old study table last week when I was looking
for a book to read this summer.

and the rumours book t'was bought in the floating library last 2006
at the MV Doulos. That time i was looking for a cheap book
but looks good to read. And i decided to buy it because
i was curious of the title "rumours"..

and lastly the ten days to a more powerful vocabulary book, the source
was my classmate, Liza who owns the book and borrowed it,
but later on i decided to have a copy, because I know that
I'll learn from it. And if i forgot the word or meaning
it's not hard for me to think what it is. I'll just scan the book
and find that word.:)

educuties for life

2008-04-12T23:48:00.000-07:00

It was friday, April 11. the last day of our 3rd trisem.

we, the educuties planned to have a gimmick after our last day of exams.
supposed to be it would be a swimming but we don't have any convenient place
for us to stay, and besides others have a hard time
to ask permission with their parents.

But, we have a plan B which is,
we decided to watch a movie "SHUTTER" in glorietta 4
we also invite the boyfriends of our classmates--liza - Loyd and ana - Jerson
so that they'll also feel that they are welcome
and be part also of our one big happy family! haha..

after we watched SHUTTER, we played at Tom's World

yipee! i really love car race..and guess what?! i won 1st place here:D

shoot that ball! bilis!:D
its angie and kristel

ang mag bestfriend--ana and angie

ang mag lovers..parehas na kayong talo! ahaha

i really enjoy being with educuties.
even though we have different attitudes and characteristics
but then there's lot of things that are common to us:)

we had a fight :(

2008-04-12T19:08:00.000-07:00

this past few weeks, me and my siblings had a fight in such simple things..haiz...
first, i had a fight with my ate.. because i lose my temper that time for her being "burara" in her things..my ate really knew me about that thing becaus im an obsessive compulsive person that i don't want a mess especially in our room.
and for that she didn't understand me. hai..
know its my fault because i shouted at her. i didnt mean it, but my temper is at the tip of the boiling piont!so that's it..
and after 2 days, we're now okey..:) its just that she can't *tiis me.. haha..
i know she will miss me coz we only often see each other due to her work.
and in vice versa...i miss her too^^,
no more fighting..only to forgive each other:)

second, to my kuya..hai.. i have also another story about our fight.
he really had a hard time to make pansin me..:(
i know it started in our computer..but that fight was finished.
we already talk with each other.
the day came, when he arrived at home came from his work.
Mama and he had an arguement then he mentioned my name...
for accusing me of something which i didn't do!
since he mentioned my name, i defend myself! hmp!
then he shouted at me saying "tumahimik ka hndi ikaw kinakausap ko!!"
oh men! damn! he's so bad! bwisit!
i go to my room and locked the door..pretending that i didn't hear anything..i don't want to mess my day because of that..and also i have to review for my final exam tomorrow..so i have to put off first my anger to my kuya..
then another day came, i asked him if he wanted to eat dinner
but he didn't answer me...then until now
he does it!! so much patience i have given to him..
i want to burst out! but i have to be patient.
hai.. he's so childish and so mababaw.
well in fact he's the one who make away to me..
all i have to do is to swallowed my pride..one day or sooner i hope so..
that he will make pansin me..

yey! the day is done

2008-04-12T18:20:00.000-07:00

weeeh!!.. im here again.. matapos ang mga gawain sa school..the sleepless nights, one on one on my computer to accomplish the things that i have to submit. especially the module book for my ed tech class, grabe nangarag kami dun, although its a group work we have to pass it which is well presented and of course yung mpapakinabangan hindi lang yung ipapasa mu lng just to have a grade..especially my lesson plan for Math and Science.whew! grabe it's all worht it. kahit na pagod na pagod ka at least you know to yourself that you've done your best. :) grabe tlga pag finals na..so much work to do.

anyway, tpos na yun..it's vacation time! a time to chill and a time to have fun! :) grabe super init na ngayon..this summer im planning to visit my h.s. friends coz i really miss them so much.tagal na rn kme d ngkkta..they're also busy because of their studies too, but now its time to chill with them! haha... we're planning to have outing which is definitely its a swimming! we don't know yet the place but i hope na matuloy yun :D im excited too!

Or if not, maybe babawi na lang ako sa tulog..haha..since it so hot madali akong makatulog nun! haha..and xmpre para makabawi na rin sa mga sleeplees nights ko! hahaha..sarap kya m2lg..zzzzz...

happy easter!

2008-03-24T11:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday we celebrated Easter Sunday @ Sm Southmall..we have a dinner at Chef d' Angelo

stolen shot by my ate..we're just really thinking what to order..ahahaha!

at first we can't decide what to order..because we don't have money!! ahaha..joke!
its just that we're thinking what's their finest dishes! ahaha...
hmmmm....just thinking what to order...is it burger? pasta? wings? pizza? waffles?...or salad?

finally, they order na:)

ang icedtea ko tunaw na ang yelo..ahuhu..

oopps!! sorry.. i forgot to take a picture first before I eat..haha
but they call it a sampler1. it has a large chicken wing, pasta and a piece of pizza!
its totally sulet! you will not regret it. mabubusog ka talaga..
and our dessert is tiramisu..mmmm..yummy!I'd enjoyed that day!:)
Happy Easter!!!

Things to do during Holy Week

2008-03-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

Our school had announced last week that we don't have classes this week due to Lenten Season.
Most of the students are excited to have a one week vacation but few are sad because they thought that they can have a rest for the whole week, unfortunately it's not that way... and I was included from one of the few. whew! too bad..
My professors gave us so much work to do this week..(as always) i'm so tired of doing these things, a lot of paper works to do! I wish I can give myself a break..even at least "one day" rest without doing anything---:) that would make me feel happy and stress free!

anyway, here's my fully loaded work to do during this holy week

I usually use my paper and pencil technique to remind me the things I will accomplish for that
day or week. And if I'm done on that task I put a check on it.

THINGS TO DO:

summary outline in math & science
2 lesson plan(semi-detailed) Math & Science
10 graphic organizer for Educational Technology2
report in MSCE & H.E
assignment exercises from the book of Assessment and Geometry

if only I have a garden...

2008-03-11T16:22:00.000-07:00

According to what I've learned, students have their different learning styles.

some tends to learn from hands - on activities,
some tends to put on the music loud while studying,
some want to dictate every detailed of the lesson,
others like group study at their friends' house and
some want a quiet place like in the library, in her own room that sometimes they tend to lock the door, to say that they don't want to get disturb by others.

I could say that I am in the last category, I want a quiet place that i can concentrate on my studies, and feel relaxed in the environment that i have.. if you are in a quiet place it feels like you hear nothing but only those murmurs you create.. that sometimes you feel that you are alone pretending that you owned that place.. haha..
if only i have a big garden i would rather choose that place and study there. :) where i can study better, feel relaxed, and to have fun in that good environment..take note that i really into that nature.. :)

too much work...too much busy

2008-03-11T00:05:00.000-07:00

its been awhile since i visited and put my latest blog here.. and here I am constructing my new blog to post :)

last 2 weeks its been a hell week for me... full of loads to do, the paper works, the requirements in every subject that i have..and especially to study for my midterm exams..oh gosh!!...sleepless nights came and restless body get tired.. that time I don't know what I"m going to do first.. so much requirements to be passed in one day.. whew! but in spite of preoccupied mind, i manage my time and really disciplined myself to do all the stuffs i have to submit.. even though it takes so much time and effort to do only one project but still i survived! haha...
Things came crushing down on my mind..there's much work to do in school that sometimes i want to give up and lay all the things with God. I like to do things and stuffs but too much of it..I know I can't to do it and which leads to unfinished work, that sometimes it tends to hate myself because of that. I've been trying to do it but too much is I can't. (sigh)....

im still dreaming of you...and only you...

2008-02-23T18:09:00.000-08:00

" why it's so hard to let go of someone that you really love"...even though both of you have a separate lives..doing his own and also with mine... i know we can't fix things together again..coz i know and i'm sure that he's happy with his life right now..but why i'm a feeling this?..it's just that i can't totally move on..it's been so damn 3yrs that i still can't forget my one and only true love...i still love him. if i could be given a chance to live again i'll choose to be forever with him..Of all the guys who came into my life, still nothing compares him. i'm still searching the one who can be the same as him.. if there's a way that i can talk to him and say that i still love him,but then, how i wish i have the strenght to tell it again coz i'm afraid of what will gonna happen again...a year ago we had a conversation and he told me that we have to accept the fact that weren't meant to be..that moment my world crushed down..it's really hard for me to give up the love that i really felt for him. but the only thing we can do is to accept the fact..it's just that i really regret that we broke up.. i really miss him and us.. i thought he's the one that i've been praying for.. why can't we fixed things?.., in fact we both single.. and why am i feeling that there's still hope with us coz im still dreaming of him..every night in my dreams he's always there.. that we were happy together and we both love each other. but why then only in my dreams?..why i feel that there's still hope?.. that someday we''ll gonna find each other again. but if its not how can i move on?..how this feelings will disappear?..how long it would take?..im still having a hard time.. i hope there's a way that i can forget him. coz i've been drown by these emotions hoping that there's still a chance to bring back again our love...

~ hope one day you will read this..this is for you my only true love..and i still love you..i hope you will come back coz i really miss us.....but if you only felt pity don't come back....

my valentine

2008-02-10T06:56:00.000-08:00

I remember the last valentine..it was February 14, 2007..this day I felt again the happiness that I'm longing for, for quite a long time..

---------->It was a Sunny Morning..When I entered the gate of our school...I suddenly notice my so called bestfriend..that moment he surprised me of giving something that I didn't expect he'll give me something and also for that special day. That was the time that he gave me something, so I was really surprised! I'm a typical girl who is "mababaw ang kaligayahan" whatever you gave to me is so much and really appreciated! It's not a bunch of flowers, a box of chocolates or a cute teddy bear..but he gave me a twin keychain made of marble and form of a guitar with an engrave of "bhes q" it's a trademark of being our bestfriends. At that time I felt that he's really serious of our being bestfriends. He's the first guy to be my bestfriend and only few guys have a bestfriend who is a girl. I'm with somebody who is so special to me that I didn't expect to be with him.. although that day we have a class but I prefer to spent my time with him at the lockers!!haha...but we're not the only one who is in the lockers lane..haha.. I saw couples that was so sweet by giving flowers and chocolates to girls.. but that moment I got envious..I wished i had also a man who's so sweet to his girl..(everybody wishes it right?) however, I said to myself that I'm contented to be with my bestfriend and for me this is so sweet..we had a sweet talks..we eat together..and even played a guitar and sung for me too..

For me that day was a great Valentine's day. As long as you are with your special someone it will be a great day for you :)

----------->and as you can see..i'm in love with my bestfriend..but the thing is there's a barrier..i know he has a special someone and probably it's not really me..he open up with me that he love somebody and in my part I really got hurt. its just that i have to be contented that he's my bestfriend....and i have nothing to lose.. :)

FRIENDS--->FOREVER, TEACHERS--->FOREVER

2008-01-31T10:50:00.000-08:00

together wid my educmates

that time i was so depressed..kya nagisip cla ng way para macheer up nila aq..^_^
and the funny thing is..liza bought a big bottle of C2 and we had a chip in for some snacks..
haha..it's like we had a beer session that day!!:D and then i shared my stories that makes me depressed.. after that, each of them gave their comments and some advices..hai(sigh) but
i had great day with them.

im so thankful i have friends like them.. they understand me and they have concern whenever i have problems especially when im sad.. i know they're always there for me..through thick and thin,in laughters and in pain..

to educuties and to buttercup girls
thank you so much for being there for me!
luv you guyz!

...my emotions...

2008-01-30T16:36:00.000-08:00

i don't know what im really going to say..it's just that i wanted to be alone...to be off with my friends...and even don't want to attend classes. all i wanted is to be alone...it's just that im hurt, depressed and being fooled. it seems that life is so really unfair...why it's like that?... i am a good person,and don't want to mess up other people. i want to see things beautiful and pleasant to my eyes..but why is it like that?you make others happy but then they will exchange it to you which is something bad... :( im hurt..really hurt.
i want to tell a short story that happened lately in my life...it is a love life matter...
for you, what is love? how can you define love? for me, love is undefined,it's the feeling that matters..when you feel a strange feeling to that person especially when you looked at him in his eyes, you feel that spark, you always missed him, and even being comfortable to say your feelings or whatever you wanted to say which lead to trusting him...this is what I feel about LOVE....
but how can you know if that someone really loves you?....is it, his sincerity of saying sweet words especially when your together? is it the promises that he has given you?, or is it the 3 sweet letter words that was really important?
I'm confused about this because someone made me realized that all of these are true...he's a friend of mine since we're in high school..i have shared my stories with him, the laughters, the pain and the sorrows..I trust him because he's my friend. until we get attached with each other.but the thing is he has a girlfriend.i know it was really wrong and i hide my feelings with him.until one day he said he end up with her girlfriend.then he said he has feelings for me too.all the way he make me believed that all of these are true but the fact was not.. i thought he love me..but he's not. along the way he fooled me...we had a relationship.i thought i will be happy with him but along in our relationship he came back with his girl..i don't know his reasons why he did it to me...i thought he can't hurt my feelings, that he already knew me, that my shared stories are enough for him to know me..i was fooled...im hurt, broken into tiny pieces and for that it takes time for me to be whole again...
why it happened to my life?...it's so unfair...all i wanted is to be loved, but why they have the guts to do this in every woman who loves sincerely and seriously?..it really takes time again to be in love, to be complete, and to be whole again..and this time i want to be sure that someone really loves me too...i don't want to be fooled again.Im hurt, broken, and was fooled...:(

Happy Birthday Papa

2008-01-26T23:52:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was my fathers birthday..Jan.26,2008. he's supposed to be 52 yrs old.but he's now with God..
i really miss my dad so much...this was the first time to celebrate his birthday without him..and that will be forever..i don't want to be sad again..i don't want to remember those things and hours he'll be left us.. i know he's happy now..wherever he is..i know he's happy. They say that in this earth things are temporary, there are no permanent. And i have to accept that in order for me to moved on.
I got home almost 8:00 pm. And the first thing that i saw was the beautiful flowers displayed beside my father's ern. I really love flowers! and also the fragrant smell of it. I knew my dad was happy because of the flowers we gave :) Spaghetti and cake was prepared by my mother. However, I fell asleep last night that i wasn't able to eat dinner with my family due to tiredness and excitement I had with my classmates..:)
But i didn't forget to pray and thank God for all the blessings He showered upon us. Even though papa was physically absent but i know he's spiritually present yesterday in his birthday :) And also I thank God for the excitements and fun that I've experienced with my great classmates!

what's inside my bag is my anti depressant :)

2008-01-19T23:30:00.000-08:00

wee.. i love it!! ever since i'm craving for chocolates.. especially when i'm depressed.. i can't control myself eating different kinds of chocolates!! mmm..yummmy!!
especially dark chocolates!! unfortunately, the last one that I ate was not a dark chocolate but i love the sweet taste of this chocolate :) cadbury caramelo!!mmm..yummy!!:)

hmmmmm..ano kaya meron ang tsokolate..bakit adik na adik ako dito?...hmm.. in fact i don't know the real answer to my question..hehe.. everytime i see chocolates im craving! they say that it's good for the person who are depressed..haha..am i depressed?..haha..maybe.
when i feel lonely dinadaan ko na lng sa chocolates because eating chocolates makes me feel happy again:) i think that's my medicine..:) haha..curable medicine..:) but not all the time I'm sad, it's just i double the intake of eating chocolates when I'm sad..
well,i just i really love it guyz..:)

i love this song by Alicia Keys

2008-01-12T06:50:00.000-08:00

NO ONE

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
There’s a no for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright

No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try, try to divide something so real
So till the end of time I’m telling you there is no one

No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you

Can get in the way of what I feel for

Oh oh oh oh oh…

gudbye room 318 & 319...

2008-01-12T01:56:00.000-08:00

huhu....it's time to bid goodbye to our dearest and memorable room...
i'll miss the fun, bonding moments, laughtrips, foodtrips, and even the reports using our computer and t.v.
if we can hug this room I'll not have a second thought of hugging this room.. we, the education students get attached in this room.. we'll miss it for sure..waaahh!!!
I'm looking forward and hoping that we can use this room again and own it exclusively for education students...hahaha!!!
bye bye now room 318 & 319

From the bottom of my heart..thankyou Girl!!!

2007-12-31T23:57:00.001-08:00

Just wanna say "thank you" to Tchr. Liza Castronuevo..:) for my blog.. I know that you wanted me to have a blog just like yours.. and here i have now a blog that you made for me..haha!! i really love it! especially the bakground.
Pardon me in my grammar..ahaha.. i know naman that you are... (you already know it)
For sure i will enjoy this blog..:) visit my blog and comments are open.. luv yah girl..muah!! tc...

Again, from the bottom of my heart... THANK YOU!!!

Spendin' New Year at Home

2007-12-31T23:20:00.001-08:00

my ate preparing for the food that we will eat in New Year's Eve!!
Baked macaroni, salad, icecream, fruits and red wine are enough to celebrate New year's day!!

nothingness.. haha..i just love this pic!!

the song bird of the family

my sister have many talents..she's smart, good in cooking, creative in drawing and even good in singing..just like my mom..

my mom singing her favorite song...
i wasn't able to take a picture when my brother was singing because I'm busy dancing at that time..ahaha!!:D

spendin' Christmas at my aunt's house

2007-12-31T22:54:00.000-08:00

my aunties together with my mom
We spend Christmas in my aunt's house at Verdana.. i took that picture for remembrance.

gotcha!! that was a stolen shot..haha!
they're always eating..i can't count how many times they go there..

aunt's house don't have a gate..just like in States

me at the garden..after eating..wanna have some pic

A Carrot, an Egg, and a Cup of Coffee

2007-12-31T06:04:00.000-08:00

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed that as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

n about twenty minutes, she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," the daughter replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity—boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything—they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Welcome to My Online Journal

2007-12-29T00:30:00.000-08:00

Welcome to my Online Journal! Here, you will be able to know more about me, know my experiences and learn from them.

La Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da